her tears passed through
porous cheeks
to be shed again in happiness,
they opened a living room
in her head
space unmirrored void of shine,
can her body be more
than a flesh machine,
facing the cashier
was that smile as false
as nails and lashes,
did he leave you
startled by such a personal voice
that probed,
leaning back from her
leaning forward,
men are useless you know
she did not want to respond
instead put mayo
cheese and pasta in a bag
paid and left
leaving cashier
to fuss with tied back
dyed blonde hair,
waiting for another customer,
in the parking lot
a wind whipped off the lake,
opening tailgate
placed bag in,
and leaned on car side
memories studded her mind
and laughed
loud enough for only herself
to hear