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Resonance and Fear
hospital blue cotton suit,
feeling ready for this,
table lain
resting arms head in clamp
mask screwed over
field of vision diminished,
at your request music playing
to drown out whatever,
automated table draws you in,
it starts with
magnetic thrum
waves of sound
that offer no comfort,
gets louder and louder,
expecting a rip in time
so the brain they are photographing
can see and be part of
the history that creates our soul,
abstract thoughts show as synaptic
fire,
ghost shadows of words
not spoken or written,
time almost at a standstill
louder it gets,
in this tube white walled
a medical torpedo
to be discharged,
behind a screen
they where looking and seeing
not a face and flesh
but it’s transparency
bone and internal softness
compacted to fit,
it is done
once done glad of silence,
you wait these days for a sign
and sat with doctor it comes
age travels to different parts
progressive but relentless
and now that brain
so visual in it’s ways
is showing early signs