cumbria caravan , eastern view

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Cumbria, holiday

Chris Lawrence Phoneography

4:30am

spelltime hour of silence

light defaces the sky

and sun confronts glass,

i am a discordant instrument

out of tune,

field and track make profiles

in the light,

rabbit flashes white tail

crows beckon with raw calls,

everyone is sleeping,

alone without cellphone coverage

or far reaching internet,

my problems an essential alphabet

to be categorized and processed

without many answers,

flushed with a sense of panic

brighter light folds about me,

besides dad gone since january

people move about my head

reaching for my attention

often stumbling,

sipping coffee

i asked them to be patient

my service was slow

attention would come

from the sleep abandoned

most awake now,

allowing the light to reach my retina

but there it stopped,

inside was still a bleak landscape

of whatever,

and i had not cleaned it up yet

 

poetry , poem

As the Infinite Monkey

alarm clock sounded

his/

fingers reached the ultimatum

her/

wrist strapped to bedpost

silk wounds of a conquered queen

 

last breath of air

from now closed window

his/

typewriter needed to speak

feel fingerpad clatter,

not betrayed with her

 

blank page,

paper pressed his own

rolled into machine,

carbon in place,

smudges

he left as memories

on her breast

 

typing/

words in a clatter

his way of expressing

now what was on pages

before

 

black shine reflected

an eager face

cool metal sat in case

 

he/

extracted thought

twisted them through cerebral tubes

squeezed  out of fingers

smearing machine

 

black gloss dulled

worn/

beaten by him

the other stirred

moving sheets

foot , ankle , white angular

showed

 

if a crow called she would not

hear

ink to letters

passed to page again and again

yearning to create

with a companion

 

he/

knew

as fifth page done,

close to exhaustion

passion being spent

on this machine,

ribbon stretched

key frottage

rubbing,

thumping,

pounding,

word penetration

lasting imprints,

more lasting than

her

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