No Holding Back

No Holding back

Poems Neglected

waxed not lyrical

words on piss stained paper

forgotten once in a drawer

now on the street

unfed unread unwed

by bands of gold

to the pen

that milky inky scrawl

from the tainted brain

without tethers to reality

cranial accents

remembering innocence

that evaporated

with Kentucky liquor

forgive me I ask

no response

curled in spite

forged pages

now resilient

to my charms

AI art by Chris Lawrence

Watermelons – Chris Lawrence

the watermelon

fresh vibrant

resists the heat

the pressure

you are seeds

within a rind

a border

that can be broken

life unwanted

shadows must be

carved into the earth

they keep coming

in the name

of reclamation

yet bring tears

and forge resilience

the watermelon

flesh so sweet

natures own nurture

tendrils in the grain

of sand and earth

so deep

the watermelon

with patience

will survive

fertile fed upon

the milk

of the sun

sliced so red

yet will not bleed

tasting so sweet

bring me

the watermelon

and I will

bring you

hope

البطيخ
طازجة نابضة بالحياة
يقاوم الحرارة
الضغط
أنت بذور
داخل القشرة
الحدود
التي يمكن كسرها
الحياة غير المرغوب فيها
يجب أن تكون الظلال
منحوتة في الأرض
استمروا في القدوم
باسم
من الاستصلاح
ومع ذلك تجلب الدموع
وصياغة المرونة
البطيخ
اللحم حلو جدا
الطبيعة تنشئتها
المحلاق في الحبوب
من الرمال والأرض
عميق جدا
البطيخ
مع الصبر
سوف البقاء على قيد الحياة
خصبة تتغذى عليها
الحليب
من الشمس
شرائح حمراء جدا
ومع ذلك لن ينزف
تذوق حلو جدا
آتني
البطيخ
وسوف
آتي لك ب
يأمل

albitiykh
tazajat nabidat bialhayaa
yuqawim alharara
aldaght
‘ant budhur
dakhil alqishra
alhudud
alati yumkin kasruha
alhayaat ghayr almarghub fiha
yajib ‘an takun alzilal
manhutat fi al’ard
aistamaruu fi alqudum
biasm
min alaistislah
wamae dhalik tajlib aldumue
wasiaghat almuruna
albitiykh
allahm hulw jidana
altabieat tanshiatuha
almihlaq fi alhubub
min alrimal wal’ard
eamiq jidana
albitiykh
mae alsabr
sawf albaqa’ ealaa qayd alhayaa
khisbat tataghadhaa ealayha
alhalib
min alshams
sharayih hamra’ jidana
wamae dhalik lan yunzif
tadhawaq hulw jidana
atni
albitiykh
wasawf
ati lak b
yamal

האבטיח
תוססת רעננה
מתנגד לחום
הלחץ
אתם זרעים
בתוך קליפה
גבול
שאפשר לשבור
חיים לא רצויים
צללים חייבים להיות
חצוב באדמה
הם ממשיכים להגיע
בשם
של הטבה
ובכל זאת מביאים דמעות
ולגבש חוסן
האבטיח
בשר כל כך מתוק
טיפוח הטבע עצמו
קנוקנות בתבואה
של חול ואדמה
כל כך עמוק
האבטיח
עם סבלנות
ישרוד
פורה ניזון ממנו
החלב
של השמש
פרוס כל כך אדום
ובכל זאת לא ידמם
טעם כל כך מתוק
תביא לי
האבטיח
ואני
להביא אותך
לְקַווֹת

Ibrahim Tukan – My Homeland

My homeland
My homeland
Glory and beauty
Sublimity and prettiness
Are in your hills
Life and deliverance
Pleasure and hope
Are in your atmosphere
Will I see you?
Safe and comfortable
Sound and honored
Will I see you?
In your eminence
Reaching the stars
My homeland
My homeland
*
The youth will not get tired
Their goal is your independence
Or they die
We will drink from death
But we will not be slaves to our enemies
We do not want
An eternal humiliation
Nor a miserable life
We do not want
But we will return
Our great glory
My homeland
My homeland
*
The sword and the pen
Are our symbols
Not talking nor quarreling
Our glory and covenant
And a duty to fulfill it
Shake us
Our honor
Is an honorable cause
A raised flag
O, your beauty
In your eminence
Victorious over your enemies
My homeland
My homeland

وطني

وطني

المجد والجمال

التسامي والجمال

هل أنت في تلالك؟

الحياة والخلاص

المتعة والأمل

هل أنت في جوك؟

هل سأراك؟

آمن ومريح

سليم ومشرف

هل سأراك؟

في سماحة

الوصول إلى النجوم

وطني

وطني

*

لن يتعب الشباب

هدفهم هو استقلاليتك

أو يموتون

سنشرب من الموت

لكننا لن نكون عبيدا لأعدائنا

نحن لا نريد

إذلال أبدي

ولا حياة بائسة

نحن لا نريد

لكننا سنعود

مجدنا العظيم

وطني

وطني

*

السيف والقلم

هل هي رموزنا؟

لا تتحدث ولا تتشاجر

مجدنا وعهدنا

وواجب الوفاء به

هزنا

شرفنا

إنها قضية مشرفة

علم مرفوع

يا جمالك

في سماحة

المنتصر على أعدائك

وطني

وطني

Ibrahim Tukan
#freepalestine

Girls bringing sherbet

raise the camp fire,

blankets spread on 

the ground,

singing dead and door

tunes,

sex chorus behind

rolling orange orb

waiting for the sherbet

Wheatfields

Wheatfields

she hitched  her

shorts the cleft

appeared

and in that moment

all tides surged

today had become

brighter.

Ukrainian girl in wheat field Painting

Pavel Laponog

Ukraine

Painting, Oil on Canvas

Size: 25 W x 35 H x 1.4 D cm

Love Ukraine

2022 a pandemic is just loosening its grip and then another disease began , Russia under the looming presence of Putin , invaded Ukraine with brutal aggression a petulant psychopath wanting a reunited Soviet Union , well he can fuck off , I see on the news a beautiful people facing adversity with grace and fortitude and in my heart and prayers I think of them , and as I do I remembered there is a poem Love Ukraine by Volodymyr Sosyura that says so much and can fit for the here and now

Please offer aid to any organisation , the people of Ukraine need our love and support

Naked Orange

standing naked in the kitchen

talking on long cable

green wall phone

handset greasy

from pan fried bacon

I needed you

as we spoke

long distance

bare feet paced

on tactile floor

your voice oozed

sweet through receiver

I could see you

imagine you

black neglige

auburn hair

remaining flaccid

slapped to my thighs

as I knew

his cigarette tasting

tongue would be

caressing your neck

hands massaging

needy breasts

you will come home

shower fresh panties

and we would

cradle ourselves in love

on the couch